So life right now is pretty insane and I basically just want to curl up in a dark little hole and hide out there until all the demands, stress and drama are over with. I mean really. It is so stupid how demanding and hectic high school is. Aren't these supposed to be the "prime years of our lives" or something? Like in all the hollywood movies where the people are the head of the school, everyone like loves them and there is basically no stress except deciding which parties to go to and whether or not to have sex with this random guy? (which is a total no-brainer by the way) but once again hollywood has lied. High school is horrible. It is damanding and full of difficult, confusing drama that makes you want to forget school and just become a waiter/waitress in some like crummy restaurant. UGH. wow. the last two journal entries have been rants. just wow.